I feel really awkward and upset. But its crazy and stupid and ridiculous.
My first real love has been talking to me about this girl, and how much he likes her. I don't know if I have any write to feel awkward.. and a little offended. It's like, I don't know, is it appropriate to be talking to your ex about some girl you are now in love with?
Maybe I'm just overreacting and being overly dramatic.. I dont know.
Its just, hard, I guess.
I know we all move on, but I would rather if it wasn't being rammed down my throat every five seconds.. its almost as if its being rubbed in my face or something.
I know I'm definitely not in love with him, but theres still a part of me that wishes.. I dont know.. hopes that.. maybe he could wait a bit longer?
whatever. Its none of my business anyway.
- Stupid teenagery shitticus.